These are not the best years.

But they are shaping up to be something pretty great.

"For children in their most impressionable years, there is, in fantasy, the highest of stimulating and educational powers."

I love this man.

Saturday.

Is this all really happening right now?

TSST Pennsylvania.

I've been so busy, I have completely forgotten to write in this blog. I am so excited about all the things I have going on right now, I barely get sleep but one thing I am working on I'm having so much fun with.
Street team?
Yes please.


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lovelovelove.

The Best Day.

I've waited two years for this to happen. I'm so excited I can barely contain myself.
I'm the type of person that gets overly interested in music. I dig deeper into lyrics, I want to know where they came from. Perhaps it is because I am/want to be a writer, and the impact of words heavily effect me.

I have a feeling come midnight, I'll be heavily impacted.
You're too talented to be your age, how does that happen?

Are you from Tennessee? Cause you're the only 10 I see.

I really want a road trip. Kind of down the east coast, with no plans as to where I would eat or sleep... just plan it all as it comes. I think I may plan one for my spring break. This, of course, all depends on how poor I am and how gas prices are around this time. But I really want to drive with my windows down, taking in the nice weather... taking it all in actually. I'd really like to drive to Tennessee, and poke around there for a little bit. I want to go places. I want to live a life that I can look back on and say, at least I left my back yard.
Yeah, I definitely want to leave my back yard.

Circa 2007. Vermont/Canada Trip
Safe taking picture while driving.

Air isn't overrated.

Tomorrow is finally Friday, and I usually do not look forward to the weekend anymore because my weekends are just as hectic as my weekdays. But for some reason, I am excited to sleep in until 8:30/9 am for the first time in a little bit, and enjoy the boring day I have until I actually have to go to work at 5 pm.
My day starting a little later is probably why I am awake at this hour of the night. I enjoy the nights I get to spend up late, in my room, alone, and listening to my favorite music. I write better at this time, I listen better at this time, and I'm more inspired at this time. My music is flooding from the speakers on my tiny mac book, and it's a good night to have my window open just enough to here the traffic of I-95. I sleep better with the mixture of traffic and music surging through my ears.
Tonight is a good night to be inspired.













I have fallen in love with his music... so I had to share.

-Jeremy Larson

Yes we can.

After eight years of having to be quiet, I made my vote count.
And he won!
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and for days and days I searched for you.

One year later, and you're always on my mind
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Frozen Lake

He took the time to type up his lyrics for me, what a guy!
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We thought we were invincible until the dreary night we lost control
Our angry words became an empty room, and for days and days I searched for you
Then I heard the news of what they'd done to you that last November
Is there something more in store for you and me
We'll start all over now, we'll make new memories
But I just can't explain exactly why or how
I lost you once before I cannot lose you now.
Tomorrow...

I'll follow your lead

I wish I had money laying around under a mattress somewhere so I could travel to places like Kenya or Ghana, or other parts of Southern Africa and help the children that really need it. I did my research, and helping would set me back over fifteen hundred dollars.... trying to do man kind some good is expensive.
I am heart broken that I can not go on this trip.

Some day, and that day can not come soon enough.





On a different note,
I came across this song in a shuffle today, and I forgot how great it was and how much i wish I could just simply mail the lyrics to a certain person I know. Then they would really know how i feel. Oh well.
Denison Witmer - I Tried To Make You Smile

In the voice of Stevie Nicks I feel young
And I become confused.
Listening back to Fleetwood Mac
And listen back to careful thoughts of you.

I don't want to lose your friendship now,
And I've been feeling insecure.
Maybe we just need some time apart;
Everbody does for sure.
Can you see how I tried to make you smile?

I've always known that I can't change my past,
But didnt know that I changed for the best.
Your responsible for what happens to you now;
The choice of what comes next.

So I'm not gonna say I've failed us both.
I never thought that way of you.
Maybe we just need some time apart;
And I dont know what else to do.
Was it wrong how I tried to make you mine?

My ears ring with that one line she sings in landslide now.
Its never been so true.
I have been afraid of change
Because I built my life around you.

I dont want to lose your friendship now,
But I've been feeling insecure.
Maybe we just need some time apart;
Everybody does for sure.
Can you see how I tried to make you smile?